19.09.2019

My ugly duckling story

When I was a little girl 7-8 years old I really wanted to become a model and like any child I was saying it out loud with every occasion. Until one day when a mean spirited person told me:”Oh stop it with this nonsense little girl, you will never become a model! You don’t have the necessary height nor the beauty.” Needles to say that my entire dream crashed in a blink of an eye and I’ve had the ugly duckling syndrome ever since. Luckily as time goes by I learn to love myself more and more for who I’ve become not for who I thought I should’ve be, but I must confess some days it’s though and messy. Not everyday I feel like having blond hair and green eyes... Especially when one looks back and maybe they’re not where they wanted to be... yet!
Hence the need of constantly smiling, that kind of smile which will make the world smile back. A lot of people keep asking me “how can you smile so much?”, the answer it’s simple “I feel soo much!”; oh, I also cry too much for that matter, to counter balance I suppose, I’m basically your typical “too much” girl or how some might call me - an artist. Although that’s strange, because lately I haven’t been feeling like one, but whatever label works for the world, I’m fine with it, I’ll play along.
Let me explain myself though: I have this insane strict theory in which we have a duty to present to the world our best face possible. I mean, there is already so much suffering out there, why would you wanna go out without wearing a genuine smile? Hmmm? Why? Now, let‘s get something straight, I’m not saying we should all roam around smiling like fools, but we should try as much as we can!🙃
Well, think of me next time when you’ll be sad or grumpy or whatever drags you down; think:”hey, someone told that girl that she’s never gonna be a model whereas she’s posing like one and she also appeared in a few commercials!”🤣
Afterwards you’ll owe me a smile😊
Finally, let us bear in mind that words can destroy or uplift spirits, may we use them wisely!
Oh, and don’t let anyone tell you what you can or cannot do!🤘

#smile while you still have teeth😬#trustyourself #summerportraits2019 #blondhair don’t care
Photo credit Andrei Amariei



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